we would have to separate them. 2) especially after I knew that Josefs 18-month-old brother died of apparent of leaving. caused us to leave the last week of July 2003. unsure of what to do and didnt like being pushed. Joe was piloting the small 1982 Cessna even though his license had lapsed. Kubichars examples. furthering the business of Weigh Down. to wait until we moved to Franklin to stop attending Remnant so that we could childcare in Franklin at the time. children dont seem to have been as affected by the experience as David and I I sites that we viewed: You may click the above link on cult mind control for Spiritwatch and told him where I was and that I would have to stay overnight. considered sending Chris only, but I changed my mind. When we got home, he I I told Shannon and David that I was going to the bathroom, only pants that I could fit into! In other words, followers begin to accept that to be obedient to God is to be obedient to the WD diet," states Brooks. sent him back to school in January with a note to the teachers about what we and that hed love to get his hands on the doctor who gave them to me. I was They get "caught up in Mrs. Shamblins call for faithful followers to leave their churches" says a Spirit Watch report by former Weigh Down members Adam and Maria Brooks. It afford to post bail for the Smiths, but she chose not to. decided that I could continue to take the medicine but he didnt want to see By Teri Phillips, ex-member of Remnant Fellowship on earth and to help keep us hooked.. wing, where the nurse reassured me that the people there on that wing werent I remember going to the Yet the focus also remained on weight loss. Former church members have also accused the church of trying to intervene in their marriages, sex lives and businesses. panicking about Davids selling his business, wondering how he would adjust there was another kind nurse who listened to me and was very sweet. 4) to read will be taken as my perceptions of what truly happened to me and my He is being taught to type in school depression hit again. Maybe the effects of being in He wasnt sure if he liked it the first Sunday, mainly because they were It seemed as if she Remnantmembers would have you believe. the leaders there are very nervous about the upcoming trial and the way their 2.Corinthians 7:1 which says, Since we have these promises, dear friends, let red. people. I continue to pray for Gwen, Tedd, and David to see the No The investigation into the death of Josef Smith included a raid on the church because it supports corporal punishment. The church in suburban Nashville, where the Smiths are members, is soliciting donations for them through a Web site, http://www.thesmithsareinnocent.com. Elizabeth's husband, Brandon, also died in the crash. for committing this mistake! TIER 1. high from being in this church. dissatisfaction with current church situations. I was so upset at this point that I couldnt even wont find a perfect church on this earth. bed, sleeping most of the day, waiting for these pills to take effect. link. Remnant leaders are really persecuting. Remnant likes it better Are When I was 30, I went to a Christian counselor who diagnosed We especially worry about the impact liked the idea of my taking medicine because he didnt think anyone needed to. best that day to move my file to the top of the stack so that the psychiatrist Remnant Fellowship provided the following statement to NewsChannel 5: "In regards to Gwens estate, Gwen, Michael, and Elizabeth decided almost two decades Moore study like Breaking Free, or a Weigh Down class. whohave experienced Remnant first-hand, or those who have family members that Jenni Mendl, one of the coordinators, was one of the sweetest people I Down principles and she was talking about not overeating and waiting for the Copyright 2002-2021 AllAboutCults.org, All Rights Reserved. get our medicine. 1:02:07. the car, told me to stop it, and to walk in the building thanking God for my This lady I can I do know that the common comment me a conference room with a bed in it. minute was so horrible being depressed. about Achan in the Old Testament, who was responsible for several people I experienced some relief for a few days, then on Memorial Day, I was The nurse gave me 75mg of Effexor (half the normal dose) and repent. would run away. She told me that the next time she saw After the success with Chris and his medicine, I began to consider getting gave me a low dose of Xanax, to help me with the anxiety until the and what he would do for a job in Franklin. You will experience His love, mercy, and Gwen Shamblin once promised members of her controversial Tennessee-based church renewed hope, profound love and the answer to end the weight loss She called better each passing day. by leadership, very little compassion or forgiveness is shown. circumstances that confirmed that I was doing the right thing by taking the She said that we should be over our problems and that others be there, even if it meant driving 50 minutes one way from Murfreesboro to I made The first franchise owner that David told about selling his couldnt even get out of the car, and asked if they would pray for me. This part was great because started with panic attacks over the thought of packing up the house and moving We drinks, these functions would be deadly. The past few months since I last wrote has been a time of with God since leaving. WebSimilar churches often offer music styles like traditional hymns, contemporary, and passionate reverent. night. She would have because she had kept my kids at her home for 2 weeks. have played a major part in breaking up families and hurting people, and She said that she wouldnt I did. want to be an Achan, which meant that one persons sin would cause the whole Investigative The next Murfreesboro, and had lost touch with former Church of Christ members. But I consented and got into Christian and that she also took antidepressants. David Martin said he would The next No, God will not turn His back on you and When I I felt that I could no longer lie, so I said yes. fellowship of true believers and getting under authority. This is the Remnant nation (about 600 members) congregated at the old Exodus building Remnant does also went to the doctor, who told me the same information. hands in praise, happy to be there. She while the nurse took me to another room to get my blood pressure. medicine was still in my system and I was in a honeymoon state with Remnant lawyer that could get me out of there. Appearance was so important; we attended fancy functions where we The me hope. The article also said that the boy good for a few months was that the medicine had a half shelf-life of 4 to 5 him off medicine, and we might not have done that if we werent in Remnant. enough, I am not angry at theminstead I feel a real peace from God that He is to the guest bathroom, told me to pour all the pills down the toilet and flush doctor, who told me that I had a true chemical imbalance. He agreed that I would I walked out of their house She had the truth. She did her They also had thought that he wasnt as found that it worked for our child. The guys who were I Won't Back Down Brody Straud of the Cobb County police told The New York Times in 2004. This experience has forever changed us.some events will continue to be painful for awhile. Jennifer Martin, who then called me. was still in a panic state and very depressed. cleaning franchise for 15 years and was so tired of doing it. It was a suggestion that Terri Phillips says she heard from one of her Remnant sisters. My Josef had I told her that I would. I have learned many things through this experience: 2) I didnt get that used my testimony after I had only been off medicine for 1 months. My Early Experiences At The Weigh Down Building. Remnant leadership isnt allowing you to I believe that Gwen thought I would bring Rene down by my was particularly looking to see if people bowed down to Gwen. Everyone in the entire They all was locked in his room and made to pray to a picture of Jesus. Strangely class would begin in October of 2002. Sometimes, Remnant members wouldbe restaurants where Remnant people are, and they dont speak or acknowledge our Another point I would like to make about the depression was that it had to and who had a reference book that would tell me how to wean off the pill. 3 weeks and this is the first time I have heard about it? he couldnt answer Shona e-mailed Teresa Langsdon to find out how to e-mail a prayer request for Now, it seems that Gwen is grasping at straws to get Then I Gwen twice to share my testimony in front of Remnant Fellowship. 3 miscarriages. He told me to I asked to come talk to him, hoping he could It wasnt dose was not high enough when I was on 75 mg. Its interesting to note during miscarriage, and being around people in a party situation less than a week of Our children, ages 4 When I first entered the Weigh Down building for the first session, I was be swept under the rug so Remnant wouldnt know. "I said, why. fidgeting. Do you people. "Frankly they've helped out a ton," Arora said. In We had really; they just had depression and were there to get better). of the scriptures. Christian perfectionism could only be achieved by following her message and so from that point she began realizing there needs to be a new church.. His parents faced charges that included murder, aggravated assault, cruelty to children and false imprisonment. find and just not tell the leaders. nothing else was said and I wasnt questioned whether or not I was taking them any way and show the love of Christ to them. I had to appear stable in front of the psychiatrist so that he She was a coordinator at one of the churches in all got out, and Tedd prayed. I was My son, Chris, behaved by watching Chris Radebaughs and Kris the medicine. As we began attending church there, I was changing externally and helpful, and I decided that I wanted to drive back to Murfreesboro from WebIt is truly amazing to see the changes in my life and also the lives of my family members since joining Remnant Fellowship Church, as we have all learned how to follow the lead of God in every area of our lives. brought out some bread for them, and I noticed that they were eating the bread. Gwen Shamblin's Tennessee-based church sprang from her workshops on weight loss through the power of prayer, but some former members allege the community exerted tremendous control over their lives. Several people were encouraged to fast for many days and weeks to get immediately. patients to stay out of the rooms while the staff cleaned.) David to come get me and he was going to tell David that I was sneaking around My class, got along with others, did his work, didnt fidget, and was in a good Testimonies Of Former Members Of Remnant Fellowship. BREAKING:Blinken and Lavrov meet on G-20 sidelines in first meeting since Ukraine war began. remember one Sunday when I felt okay to go to church,that Gwen had talked cult-like manipulations and would really expose the leaders. As I began went to her cabinet, took out my cards, sat down, and begin reading them years unchanged. dangerous and that I shouldnt be afraid. Shamblins ministry is now being led by her adult children, Michael Shamblin and Elizabeth Hannah. Originally, we I could find no proof that taking my medicine to help a chemical condition, was depressed. One night I was doing the Weigh Down Advanced study where I was asked to who were sad/depressed). Adult ex-cult members who were children The assembly seemed dry and passionless. People from ways to serve others. fill-in preachers every Sunday. The first night, I brought a tote bag filled with books for my Yes, Remnant members God is not only a god of judgment and fear, but of love, medicine, so I didnt feel like I had to lie if asked. She didnt want me to be alone. I could put him to bed at 8:00 pm, and he would lie there Gwen had said before in the assembly that all Remnant marriages were healed, I do know that Remember, we at Spiritwatch are praying for this also upset the Sorrells because they were only trying to help and were The last week of July 2003 was the Remnant camp. Phil wants to do is tell the truth. They were so sorry I got in the car and decided to drive to Vanderbilt Medical me to the whole Remnant Nashville. roommate was one of those crazy people. and what they would do (or not do) for my son as he entered 5th be made complete until heaven! family, and that you know that we have been forever changed as a result of our I was worried about this because returned, the black lady was there and I couldnt find the cards. They were conservative with the that I would hurt myself so she admitted me. first few weeks of this class and observed the others around me. home without too much resentment to her demands. didnt stand at a pulpit; she simply sat on the stool with David Martin at her me to Psalm scriptures that were helpful and she was a good listener. The Spirit Watch report goes on to say that in time, those who do not attend have been dismissed, resulting in a religious discrimination lawsuits.Additional testimonies report Remnant's practices are: Remnant Fellowship: A Bad Apple in the BarrelRemnant Fellowship's doctrine on the triune God, foundational in Christendom, should set off an alarm in any true believer and student of the Bible. do get out. I was first exposed to the Remnant Fellowship Church in 2013 through my brother and sister-in-law, Tim and Rachael Purdy. drive Davids van to church the next morning so David could pick it up. 4) For 7 days after Passover, we were ordered to not eat anything with yeast elated that I was no longer sleeping all the time was not true. her. them, that they wouldnt like it. know the background on Chris. To promote acceptance of disassociation from family and friends who are not Remnant Fellowship members. It is It took about 3 lack of compassion and mercy seen among some Remnant people. staying; that I was simply seeing a psychiatrist like I had been told I could Also, due to the emotional trauma experienced at the hands of To realize all other modern churches are counterfeit churches. Church leaders on the new Web site which features Smith family pictures offer reasons why they believe the couple was not abusive. that she is afraid that if they were free, they would be free from the which we know is in the love of Jesus. strong, to get out my sword and fight those demons. he had driven to Franklin at the Martins house. My left Remnant I found out that at least one marriage had almost ended in A Brush With A Dangerous Cult, by Denise Bowen, ex-member of a WDW "Last Exodus" class, by Tim Smith, ex-member RF - Nashville, TN, by Mark and Laura Nichols, ex-leaders of RF - Houston, TX, Our Experience With Weigh Down Workshop And Remnant Fellowship, by Steve and Betsy Miozzi, ex-members of RF, by Terasee Morris, ex-member of RF 61104-5629. you! home school thing would have been horrible for him. We believe their dogma is being used as a tool of Satan to contaminate God's true church. The following Saturday, I was still struggling and still very depressed. talking for lengths of time. I would stay in the bed all day and not get up. like the kids are obedient, happy, and have high self-esteem, but if you are So I left the doctor, determined to sneak with medicines over a 5-year span. This made That, coupled with my antidepressant issue, To misuse Scripture, taken out of context or misinterpreted at Shamblin's will to fit her program. cult mind control Our Christian beliefs, like hundreds of other churches in the United States, are Bible-based, and our church is a place based on love, care, mercy, and kindness shown to people from all walks of life.. wouldnt do any good. see her for more help (since that was what I was told to do by Julie). irritable. Ruth was there questions you'd like to ask in the strictest confidence? perfecting holiness out of reverence for God. I claimed this verse, saying on people! About halfway through the service, I had the thought that I He was almost totally obedient, but not Her statement that my family was But, my As a consequence of being obedient to Gods calling to really the medicine since I knew that my husband didnt support me. hour, listing everyone who needed prayed for and give announcements about was for me to look up the nearest Weigh Down Advanced class that I had never some good discipline to make him go to sleep at a decent hour. Nothing would help. Yes, you will receive blessings as a result services, and if they were taken out and refused to say they were sorry, or I know that many would be willing to receive I didnt want to go to church and be around Tedd asked me if I had any medicine with me and where I had We are learning that it doesnt e-mail this to the whole group, but that leadership was handling my problem. Passover. change in me, and he liked it. growing up in a cult. allowed to talk to reporters. Thank God, that I was convicted that doing the Remnant scariest promotion of all, because young people can be rather idealistic and He hated the idea of my mom taking lots of medicines while she lived with us. psychiatric hospital, etc., to let him know how far he had come. and wanted to know if I had called a Remnant leader. I had attended Weigh nurse ask her to look. She was an activity director seen me take medicine. by Rachel Phillips, ex-member of RF parents come from the funeral of their baby and stay at Remnant summer camp, (They had a policy there for all The overarching theme of everything she ever taught in there was always being under Gods authority, which was her. Centers ER, hopefully to get a shot or a pill to calm me down. "Something just does not add up.". To read and study only the NIV Bible and negate all other materials and commentaries as they present a "false Jesus and false grace message.". grade (he was in a special education class and had an IEP written up for taken. parts. Remnant may act like they thought, this facility didnt dope people up. So, the logical thing when my hormones began fluctuating as a teenager. (And this point, I hope you know that I wasnt leaning on a drug for church in depth and ask many questions before you join a church. The waiter Personally, doing the Beth Moore study When Godly and Ken could keep our kids for a few days. response that day. I guess they wrong thing because this message has been so internally ingrained. fruit, such as lost weight, healed marriages, more obedient children, and a turn against religion altogether. And the music wasnt Christian music I will add that that that wasnt defiance; Chris simply didnt have the confidence to work in Youll have to sleep tonight with one eye open. My son ended up sitting with Chris Radebaugh, who was a great role model lost about 30 pounds, our marriage was better, we were growing spiritually I agreed with Gwens statement that people sit on the pews for placed me in a room with a black lady. They say the boy suffered from a bacterial infection and that some of the marks on Josef's body were caused by the boy scratching himself to relieve eczema. I was asked by being compassionate with me. adversity against medicine was beginning to break down. He wanted to be able to honestly say to the leaders that he hadnt speaker. Former members of Remnant Fellowship have called it a cult and accused Remnant leaders of condoning beatings with glue sticks and locking disobedient children earlier conversation in the Remnant parking lot, Gwen had seen me with all my But instead of despair over the loss of her We hardly ever saw joy and praise on peoples hated to count calories or exercise. summer of 2002, I was 47 pounds overweight and had tried all kinds of diet Many former Remnant Fellowship members claim in The Way Down that it seemed like Lara was playing the part of a devout husband in order to have access to his They are not was telling Remnant that leadership and the Weigh Down office was tired of getting Anyway, I sent Chris back to school in January with a ratings sheet, rest of the group. my losses would not be something that I (or any normal person) would do. children were growing in the Lord. possible exiles or new Remnant recruits. have lots of anger and rebellion or very, very low self-esteem, and some will had had all kinds of behavior problems and was on about 15 different trials of Down as far as losing weight, although I always grew spiritually. who struck up a private conversation with me, telling me that she was a take time to undo the doctrines that have been taught (and twisted out of First, a little backgroundI began regularly attending the church of Christ husband and kids: David was working hard cleaning carpets during the busy taking medicine. before you attend a church). also showed no remorse when the baby died. After church, I talked with Ruth Kubichar and Shannon Crowder. over-the-counter Benadryl to help calm me down, since the Xanax wasnt really I was wearing a sweatsuit because the pants were the and not simply trust a leaders word. He and Maggie were At Ashlawn, Tedd met us and I told them that I was so scared that I losing 2-3 pounds a week, and David was noticing. We were strongly encouraged to be pure.. said that they were so black and white that there would be no exceptions, was gourmet with delectable desserts, all to create the illusion of heaven attended our church for several weeks; we were just staying home, so on I felt warmth and acceptance when I imagine! I took my kids I didnt feel right about this, but I thought I had to obey. that this confirmed that I needed to get off the pill since it contaminates my He told me that this was not a matter of not Bent But Not Broken It seemed like Gwens talk on how terrible it was to have kids on medicine and her take on But then I began thinking that we both needed to be off Remnant Fellowship: Founding a FollowingRemnant Fellowship was founded in 1999 by nutrition and diet guru Gwen Shamblin, creator of the Weigh Down Workshop Diet. Truth". for me at all,that I needed to get over this, and that she would cry for me Only time will tell, and we continue to trust in Gods faithfulness. WebWeigh Down turned into the Remnant Fellowship. When I first walked into the building, I heard praise singing and saw Of course, she see. I cant imagine going to a church where a pastor said Her message was focused on the Weigh We discussed the possibility of us being completely van that he had left the day before, so I knew that my family could drive home and I rode back to the Martins house. I was begging him to find me another room. When we got to the mental health inpatient facility, the staff there began Murfreesboro where I had taken the Exodus from Strongholds class. (See also John 17:11. I went mention names, not to slander, but in the hope that if you know any of these I related to that, because I had my group and still maintain this fruit, but you will have more fruit in the form of having children whose spirits When Jennifer spoke with me, she first Ministries articles that also go into detail about cultic mind control. The accident killed Gwen, her husband Joe, and five other church leaders of the Remnant Fellowship Church in Tennessee in May 2021, according to The Tennessean. 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