But he refuses to leave his son- his whole world- behind. Would anyone happen to have suggestions for Star Trek tos books that have some of that good ole homoerotic spirk subtext? His fair colouring and symmetrical features are striking, making him stand out in a crowd of even the most aesthetically pleasing individuals. I want to help you, Jim.. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. Each day passes in ever-escalating pain, as he fights a losing battle to save children who cannot save themselves. Readers can read all books for free, without any ads and give the authors feedback. no-doubt witty retort when a convulsion wracked his entire body. Deck Seven, sections 1-A and 2-H report no power. Kirk held Spocks elbows and This is a story of loss, love and union. Jim. From the day Spock met his future captain, he assumed the regard he felt was one-sided. 3200 words later, these two butts own my soul. The feeling hes tried to repress all semester blooms in his chest. He clenched his jaw as a cold sweat Spock meets Jim, spock and Jim fall in love. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. This page was loaded Mar 2nd 2023, 9:47 am GMT. During a romantic overnight getaway, Commander Spock helps Captain Kirk confront an emotional crisis. Its nearly impossible for him to tear his gaze from Spock, his mere presence soothing something volatile inside him. Someones following him. The bridge was silent except for the tapping of Uhura's fingers against her console. Part two of the Uhura world series. If this is Kodos, Spock says from behind him, we need to know. Kirk whimpers, stunned by the unreality of it, of having the one thing hes wanted most, but believed would forever be out of his reach. In the time before Surak, there was a value placed in the commodity of males who could bear children. When Jim gets it in his head to adopt an eight year old Vulcan, Spock presents a logical solution to the issue of Jim's humanity: marriage to a Vulcan citizen. Youre not listening to me, are She is 3/4 Vulcan. His Vulcan bondmate couldnt be more grateful. He calls Kirk thyla and kisses years of pining and repression into the soft bow of his lips. Im the Teaching Assistant. Im Star Trek TOS: This side of Paradise. Spock was 1/2 Vulcan, his father is Vulcan, his mother is human. Or will his past lead to self-destruction? Jim has twin boys and they get in a fight with Klingons RE: Jim has twin boys and they get in a fight with Klingons Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Children Will Look To You/ For Which Way To Turn/ To Learn What To Be, https://archiveofourown.org/works/55410/chapters/73479, https://archiveofourown.org/works/1648613. Please add a subject line and tags to your entry. Spocks brow furrows in confusion for a moment, before recognition clicks behind his gaze. Meanwhile he is also helping care for a Vulcan child that enjoys lullabies. . Kirk shakes himself, and somehow remembers that the Vulcan, Spock, had asked him a question. Hes out the door by the time Kirk remembers that he was trying to ask the guy out. Strong hands He desperately wants to keep Tarsus IV a secret, certain that Spock will think differently of him if he knows the truth. Katsuki back to his hotel room, but he admits he didnt put up much of a fight. Whos Victor Come nightfall, things that go bump in the night have Kirk on alert. Deck Four breach has been temporarily sealed. was under the blood fever again. 26/02/2023 . But the last time is a real whopper. But for Jim, still broken from the events of Tarsus IV, David was just what he needed to pull him out of his rut. In the aftermath of a child's death, JT contemplates what his group means to him. panted against his lips, his eyes dark and probing. They are children too. So to see his own longing reflected back at him isstaggering. Smiling has always been a hard concept for Spock. Alana Pike, daughter of Admiral Christopher Pike, is left alone after Khan's fatal attack. So tell me, are you going to report me now or wait until we, Jim. Spock pulls him to his feet. Work Search: you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. Its a wip, and I just cant find it. Jim wishes that he didnt run away from that fucking town square, and that he died with his aunt in the mud in the last place he felt any happiness. Spock, what. Great reads for anyone, most definitely. Completely isolated. Spock barrels on. Oh, this is beautiful.TW: starvation, child endangerment, why can't i stop writing these dumb things. I dont want to talk to Fortunately, Jim has convinced his boyfriend, Spock, that his visions are real. When Spock saves McCoy's life from hostile aliens, he is not prepared for the consequences. Help a lady out. Aboard with him is his navigator, Chekov, attending a party with him. 3rd person limited POV from Kirks perspective. Joy that is damn near painful bursts in his chest. This story is about Jim graduating from Starfleet Academy and finding himself on the Enterprise, where he must spend six weeks training to work on a starship. Why didnt you tell me? Spocks words are quiet, close. Set around the year 2290, somewhere between The Final Frontier and The Undiscovered Country; the boys are still in command of the Enterprise-A but their workload is winding down in preparation for their eventual retirement, so they get to spend a good deal of time on Earth, at the Academy, and generally just at home in their San Francisco apartment. This tag has not been marked common and can't be filtered on (yet). 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Kirk & Joanna McCoy & Leonard "Bones" McCoy, Spock is 85 percent of Kirk's impulse control, when your husband accidentally adopts a child while youre away, I worte a novella as my thesis but I care about this more, content warnings in notes for each chapter when applicable, Now You're Down on the Ground Screaming Medic (The Only Thing That Comes is the Post-Traumatic Stresses), James T. Kirk Has Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, James T Kirk & Original Nonbinary Character(s). In the wake his panic receding, Kirk feels drainedsad. One time Winona caught him hoarding moldy bread in his closet. there? The words were barely out of his mouth when he caught sight of his You know what happened now. But a year later, T'Pring and Uhura die in a tragic shuttle accident when they come to visit, leaving behind their six-month-old daughter, Edelweiss. Currently under editing, fixing grammar/spelling mistakes Jamie T Kirk is 13 when her world shatters. The Sun Will Also Rise is probably on my list of top 10, its such a different take than most fics, it was very enjoyable. Ok, my laptop is being really slow, so in a bid to delete some favourites, have some more recs: Re: Ok, my laptop is being really slow, so in a bid to delete some favourites, have some more recs: The Omitted AdmissionStumbling into Love, You'll Get There in the End (It Just Takes a While), http://vampiric-mcd.livejournal.com/37497.html, http://kyliselle.livejournal.com/13917.html, http://st-ficfinder.livejournal.com/481877.html. The danger has passed, the war is over, and while traumatic memories linger, their Captain and Commander in particular are ready to accept some brightness into their lives. Kirk writhed as Spock lowered him He knows why people smile but he does not get "why" they smile. This is the story of how she puts it back together again over the years, with a little help from people who love her. Part 3 of Mirror Language: English Words: 35,525 Chapters: 30 /30 Comments: 1007 Kudos: 993 Bookmarks: 143 Hits: 27134 Hello My Old Heart by RockerRema13 Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) Yuris shoulders sag. (Preferably daughter but I really don't care) I'm struggling to find any that feature adoption or something of the like rather than m-preg thanks :) I love this blog so much thank you!!! Welcome aboard, Captain, Spock says, the picture of formality. But when a new opportunity arises, will he be up to the challenge? In a moment of weakness Lt. Mary Sue revealed to Mr. Spock that she too was half Vulcan. Drabble on Jim getting turned into a Vulcan due to a transporter malfunction. His leadership abilities, his quick thinking, and his intellect are contributing factors to his potential for becoming a great starship captain. Kirk blinks. It is his friends who will have to be there to help him pick up the pieces in the aftermath. Authors can write and upload their manuscripts on Inkit for free and writers retain 100% of their copyrights whilst writing on Inkitt. Spock, a warrior of his clan, was very fortunate to have one for a mate and was very eager to show his appreciation tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (5), Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) (11), Leonard "Bones" McCoy/Original Male Character(s) (1), James T. Kirk & Leonard "Bones" McCoy & Spock (1), Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Gaila (Star Trek: Alternate Original Series), Spock is tall and so is Jim I make the rules, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, James T. Kirk & Leonard "Bones" McCoy Friendship, Leonard "Bones" McCoy/Original Male Character(s), He gets infected with a virus that turns him into a vulcan, If I didnt know better I'd say Spock was enjoying this, James T. Kirk & Leonard "Bones" McCoy & Spock, Childhood bonding betweeen Querl Dox(James T Kirk and Spock, im new to ao3 i dont know how to tag things. has no idea how he ends up being the one charged with guiding a plastered Yuuri calm, piercing gaze. While investigating a distress call from an abandoned research satellite, Kirk recovers an unconscious child and unknowingly forges a telepathic connection with her. Youre early for class. " The Vulcan tilted his head respectfully. When Spock received news that his elder counterpart had passed, he expected that he might have to return to New Vulcan to take up his responsibilities, he never suspected, however, that his new responsibilities would include taking in a young Vulcan, nor what that would entail. I'm looking for anything with Kirk/Spock, hopefully longer fics and preferably in the reboot 'verse but anything will be good. Written for the Kirk Spock Big Bang 2013. McCoys words arent mean to injure, and its not like Kirk doesnt know the truth of them already, but he cant fight the crippling remorse they induce. While hes never confessed his desire for the Vulcan, or the incident on Tarsus IV that bred his affinity for pointed ears and the cold, logical species, he already knows Spock doesnt return his feelings. I really do hope you find people who enjoy this story! Spock.. In a universe where humans find their soulmate by feeling a shock when they touch, James T. Kirk struggles to find the one person in this world who belongs to him. Mostly positive. Kirk was James Kirk is thirty-five when a Vulcan pulls him from Tarsus IV for the second time. James Kirk is eighteen years old when he sets eyes on a Vulcan for the first time since Tarsus IV. captured by native alien tribes before. You had a normal response to an immensely stressful situation. My personal business, It is my personal business when it might interfere with the smooth operation of this ship.. Vulcans were the first responders on Tarsus IV.. He was certain neither his Inkitts mission is to discover talented writers and turn them into globally successful authors. James Kirk is thirty-four years old when he becomes the youngest captain in the history of Starfleet. Basically Jim has a half-Vulcan kid with a Vulcan girl who dies in childbirth and then he and Spock get together after ST:XI. Alternately: In which Spock is landed with a kid and Kirk and Bones decide to help. He takes in the pointed ears, the slick dark hair, the high cheek bones and the green hue of their skin, and for a delirious moment, thinks hes looking at angels. Otabek just stares down at him with his usual My name is Spock. Pike knows what the duo can do and how much he has invested in defending them. The years have taught him that Spock has more emotion than he lets on, but also that he has no wish for romantic companionship. James Kirk is abandon by his mother after being rescued from Tarsus by a passing Vulcan ship. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. He pursues the feeling, snatching up everything in reach and chucking it Ive seen posts saying that these books exist, but Im having trouble sifting through the countless Star Trek novels to find them. insects were crawling all over his skin, burrowing into his pores and setting Awesome list! So, since youre no longer my TA, is it appropriate to ask you to join me for lunch?. Confessing his own frailty, he admits that he cannot trust himself not to be vengeful. He must be absolutely certain before he acts, but he needs time to investigate privately. His palm slides against the curve of Kirks jaw. sorry? Time that Spock refuses to give him. 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